Hey Guys.
Jeff Here.
I'll keep this brief.
I'm sorry I kept this a secret for so long.
But I did it to protect you guys.
And keep Cheska safe.
But yeah.
I'm not giving up.
Thanks for believing in me guys.
I have things to do first.
-Jeff
The Keeper
That's what I'm talking about, Jeff. Believe in the us that believes in you!
ReplyDelete--Chester
You expressed concern for me, so allow me to express my concern for you.
ReplyDeleteIf this is real (Sorry, I'm a skeptic to the tenth degree)? I'd find a way to retreat from the entire thing. Get sage, cleanse yourself, go back to American, and find a way to get on with your life. I admit that I haven't read through your entire archives to know if this is possible or not, but I'm of the belief that anything is possible with enough herbs and fire.
Well, I still have no idea where I am, but it is good to have you back.
ReplyDelete-Darby
It's okay, Jeff. You're going to be all right.
ReplyDeleteI still think you should get the hell out of Germany. Like, right now.
Stay safe.
~Alora
You're sure you're going to change and become dangerous? What about Reach you overly-romantic bastard? That guy spent FORTY DAMN YEARS with that sway and he broke free, but you're going to cave from just this and try to go out in a final blaze of glory? What the hell is that going to accomplish!? Who's going to lead YOUR alliance, or whatever you're calling it? When the Fighters lost Robert, then Zero we were seriously disorganized for too long! You're the one who took up the slack, but now you're scared you're going to go running cause of a little voice in your head!?
ReplyDeleteUse your damn head no one's ready to take a leadership role yet. The Fighters look up to Ava but she's suffering a hell of a lot right now, don't go pushing more on her, Scott's got shit to deal with to, and you're trying to be cool?
You were willing to go to it for a girl you barely knew but you can't hold on for someone you do, for someone you've grown close to, for everyone who's relying on you?
And what about Cheska? What happens to her, she'll be crushed, she was taken once despair makes it easy, don't go down because it's easier or your scared you're better than that you've got a hell of a lot of people behind you.
Take it from someone who's seen far too much of it death doesn't solve shit, you go in with a way to win even a slim hope you can get out alive fine, go, but don't go over unconfirmed fears hoping to die because that's despair and it WILL take you back.
Serenity's right. Throwing yourself away now will only lead to further disorganization as the White Army scrambles to find yet another person to band behind.
ReplyDeleteQuestion, Jeff:
ReplyDeleteTheoretically, what would happen if someone took two doses of the cure? Since someone suggested that giving Vivi another dose might pull her out of the Labyrinth. One the one hand, it might pull her out of this...thing...she's stuck in, on another if it won't help, it's a waste of cure that we could be using on proxies.
--Chester
The cure was designed to rip out Slendy's control from a proxie's mind.
ReplyDeleteThe good news is, Vivi taking it early was the reason she's not completely gone.
That and she's as strong as hell.
But... two doses is a stretch.
I suggest only half the vial.
Good Luck, Chess.
-Jeff
The Keeper