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Friday, January 28, 2011

I'm worried about Jeff...

Hello Everyone.
Cheska Here.

It's been a few days since Fizzy's passing.
A few days since Jeff started the Alliance and Initiative.
Jeff's been working so hard for this long.

He doesn't sleep, eat, or leave the laptop as much.
He's so dedicated to this. But he's only human.

It's worse now, since I found out what happened.

I worry about him, and he's assured me he's fine.
But...he's so worn down now it scares me.

He cries in his sleep. I can hear it and try to comfort him.
So far, he's only calmed down after I started to sing.

An old song his mother used to sing to him.

He found out that his family was killed earlier this week.
Right as he was researching with me.

He...lost it.

He cried, punched the wall, 
sat in a fetal position and tried not 
to let me see him because he knew I'd worry.

I've lost my entire family to that skinny bastard myself.
I know how it feels. Watching them be taken away.

And now, he's killing himself with research
to prevent it all from happening to the bloggers.

I love Jeff. He's been the light in my life.

But he's going off the deep end.

I'll talk him down and get him some supper.
Can anyone talk to him as well?
Get him back to a stable mindset?
You're his friends, so he trusts you.

I'm doing as much as I can here.
Hopefully it's enough. 

-Cheska <3
The Chessmistress


  1. Even for a loss like this...this isn't normal. I think there might be something Jeff isn't telling you.

  2. Most likely, I feel as though there is something that Jeff isn't telling all of us.

    I've had a hunch for a while.

    Thank you for the concern, Reach.


  3. Jeff if you need to take a break. If you need awhile to grieve we'll understand. We don't want you to work yourself to death to save us. Let us take some of the burden off your shoulders.

  4. Any time Cheska. I just don't want to see Jeff get hurt. I feel somewhat responsible for him, to be honest.

  5. Jeff, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. Losing your entire family like that is...well, there aren't any words.

    A Keeper you may be, Jeff, but even you need to eat and sleep. Get some food and some rest, then start researching again when you've recovered. You're just going to wear yourself out like this...


  6. There is something wrong. And we love him no matter.

    Jeff. Mate. We're all here for you, physically if the need gets too big.

    Your Friend, Berk.

  7. This is precisely what Slenderfuck wants: a complete mental breakdown. im sure he is letting you basically implode with work just so that he doesnt have to do any work on you himself.

    so my suggestion is: LET GO OF THE PROJECT FOR A WHILE. WE CAN TAKE CARE OF OUR SELVES. dont gratify Slendy's ways by killing yourself.

    I really appreciate this whole organization thing, but seriously dude, take a break. go see a movie. eat a cake by yourself. go... out for a walk, i dunno. just find something to relax with.

    hang in their dude.

    and please for the love of god, Stay Sane, and Stay Alive.


  8. Jeff...Jeff, you need to rest, okay? There are other people working on this. You can stop now. You need time to mourn. No one will blame you for taking a break.

    Take good care of him, Cheska.